its been a while since i last wrote anything. So here goes, In December i went to the hospital via EMS.....since i am a USN Vet with heart disease i was told by the EMT's that they could only take me to nearest public medical facility. In my opinion what a joke. why not take me the facility that has my records......but i am noticing things in this great big small town known as San Antonio with a population of over 1.25 million. Yes I ramble in many directions each with different stories all told at the same time. The hospital stay was not the best, I learned i had pancreatitis and yes i even stopped breathing it was an interesting feeling but to be honest I am not sure how long i was out i came too and there was haze over everything nothing looked real and the headache that came afterwards was the worst I have ever had. I have sensed my mind has been working different very unusual dreams and I even experienced sound hallucinations that have woke me up in the middle of the night.